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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 3, 2010 22:47:59 GMT -5
Artemis sat on the patio deck at the back of her house. She watched waves gently crash onto the short and took an absent-minded drink of her lemonade. She was thinking about Sebastian again. Sunny days such as they one they were enjoying reminded her of him. Artemis could hear the girls playing inside and she didn't hear Eli crying on the baby monitor so she sighed softly, watching a cloud block out her sun.
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 3, 2010 23:22:19 GMT -5
Marcus apparated onto the patio and was about to walk in and then he saw Artemis. He tilted his head and looked at her. "Arti? Something wrong?"he asked walking over to her and sitting down in the chair next to her. He was curious to what she was doing out here all by herself. He looked at her and had a feeling about what it was on her mind but figured he'd let her tell him so he didn't assume and be wrong. Outfit: clicky here
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 4, 2010 8:19:31 GMT -5
Artemis didn't look over. She took another drink as she watched the waves roll over."Of course, a lot is wrong. Everyone else seems to have been able to get a happy ending but mine's always not the best one. Sebastian's dead and I'm a single mum raising the twins and Eli. I love the help that I get from you and Jordan, Marcus...I really do. It's just that I don't think the hurt will ever go away. I'm always going to miss Seb and I'll always feel that he should still be here..."Artemis explained to Marcus as she watched waves roll in."It's just that the prettiest days remind me of what could still be here."
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 4, 2010 10:45:58 GMT -5
marcus looked down and took a deep breath hearing. He had to admit part of him miss Evie but he hadnt seen her since before she died and didnt know if he was welcome because of ben. He took a deep breath. "but Arti Im sure he'd want you to be happy. I know if it was me Id want you to be happy. I would want you to move on and live your life. Your young. You have your whole life ahead of you. Dont let his death hold you back. Its alright to mourn for him and remember him but you shouldnt let it control your life. You have three beautiful children in there. I dont think he'd want you to miss out on being a mum. Hr wants you to be happy. Even if hes gone he'll never be forgotton because hes always in your heart."he said undure of where exactly all that came from but still. He meant every word.
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 4, 2010 16:02:37 GMT -5
Artemis gently shook her head."I may look young but...Sebastian was the only one I love."She told Marcus honestly as she looked to the surf in the distance."I do my best to be a mother. I just wish I could have him back...I need him, Marcus. More than you or anyone else knows is how much I need him now."She explained to Marcus softly."This house...nothing is the same without that smile he had. He always brightened up everything and made everyone smile. I just...I miss him so much."Artemis said, averting her eyes to her lap.
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 4, 2010 20:48:28 GMT -5
Marcus bit his lip then looked at her. "It wouldn't help if I shifted into him would it?"he asked softly looking at her. He took a deep breath and looked at her. He wasn't sure if it would but he had to atleast ask.
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 4, 2010 21:40:17 GMT -5
Artemis shook her head and took a drink of her lemonade."Nothing would help unless I had the real Sebastian here."She said quietly to Marcus as she sighed."I don't think anything will help."
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 4, 2010 22:43:09 GMT -5
Marcus took a deep breath. "Artemis....I wish there was something I could do..."he said looking at the ground. He wasn't sure how he could help her. He hadn't lost anyone like she had. Well...he thought he had but she was hiding so he hadn't.
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 4, 2010 22:55:19 GMT -5
Artemis nodded."I wish you could too, Marcus. I wish someone could bring Sebastian back but we can't or it's too dark of magic."She explained softly and sighed."I just want him back so bad. I want closure and one last day and I know I can't have it. Maybe that's what kills me? That...and the fact I never got to have the pretty white wedding I wanted on the beach. I had everything planned out but...he died after we secretly got married. It's just not fair."Artemis told him softly, staring at her lemonade.
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 4, 2010 23:03:01 GMT -5
Marcus sat there listening to her. He didn't know what to do. He wanted to help her. He didn't like seeing her like this and he figured no one else did either. He blinked looking down. "I'm sorry Artemis."he told her touching her arm lightly. He didn't know what to say or what to do. He had never been in this situation before.
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 4, 2010 23:08:24 GMT -5
Artemis' glass finally slipped out of her hand as her shoulder shook from the sobs she tried to hold in."I've never been on my own without someone to be here for me. I've always had someone to be there to take care of me or be there for me. And...then Sebastian was like the best thing that ever happened to me."She told Marcus honestly as tears began to fall."I have to be strong, too. I have the Research Center to keep running and Hogwarts is gonna be my other main job. Not to mention, I have the duty of being a mother to Emy, Aly, and Eli."She told him honestly."I try to be as strong as I can but it's just not enough."
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 5, 2010 17:41:05 GMT -5
marcus heard her and took a deep breath. He didnt like seeing her like this. He stood up amd went inside and thought for a moment. How could he help her....? Thinking he smiled and shifted into Sebastian. He turned and looked out the door before taking a step outside and over to Artemis and bent next to her. "Artemis..."
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 5, 2010 17:51:15 GMT -5
Artemis heard a familiar voice and looked up to come face to face with Sebastian. She froze a moment as her eyes looked into his. Suddenly, she leaned up out of her chair and began to kiss him, slowly standing them up. Artemis pulled away and her face turned into a soft smile.
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Post by ♥ nastaran davuare on Mar 5, 2010 18:13:01 GMT -5
marcus looked at her and smiled. He was suprised by the kiss but accepted so she didnt find out. He looked at her and smiled. "Im sorry. How have you been?"he asked brushing her hair out of her face. He was glad she was smiling.
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Post by Artemis Steele on Mar 5, 2010 18:21:50 GMT -5
Artemis looked at Marcus in Sebastian's form and she couldn't tell. She smiled softly at him as she gently hugged him."I missed you..."She told him honestly. Arti then got a soft smile."Come on...let's go have a drink. I think Jordan wanted to take the twins out for ice cream and Eli won't be awake for a while longer. I told Jordan that if he gets back, to get him a bottle if I'm not here because of work."
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